5 Things

So I'm suppose to write 5 thing I'm grateful for everyday and focus on them throughout the day. This is suppose to help me get through my anger that I'm feeling. I am seeing a family therapist as of yesterday to work through my issues and my anger I have. I am anger and I have every right to be. My son is gone and I have to watch everyone else life's go forward when I feel like mine is moving backwards. Friends are buying houses and having more babies while I live sadly morning mine. It feels wrong. I have to go to a friends baby shower Saturday. I don't know how it will go. I'm not exactly looking forward to it.
 So my 5 things: My husband, Seamus(of course), my dogs, family, and love.

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