4 Months Later . . .

Today make 4 months since our precious little boy Seamus has left us. Some days it feels like yesterday that it happen because I remember every detail. There have been so many ups and down already and a million more to go. I don't know how I have kept going through all of it. There isn't a day that goes by that he doesn't cross my mind and there isn't a week that goes by that I haven't cried. Everyday is a struggle. But I have learned what amazing family and friends I have. Also I've realized who are my true friends and that your best friend can ditch you at the worse time. Everyday I wish the outcome could have been different, it should have been different but it wasn't and I'm still trying to accept that. I am sick of people telling me that I will get over it because your wrong I well not. I will just learn to live with it. In all of this I have learn there will always be one person it my life that I never be without and that is my husband. But thank you to all the family,friends, neighbors and strangers who made donations. Thank you to all of my family that when out of there way to see us while we were at the hospital and who came to meet Seamus on the last day of his short life. Thanks to all of our friends who have been there for us through this very difficult time. As this year has not been to great to us it has been for the people that Seamus has saved. As this year goes on hopefully it will get better for us. Maybe there will be a light at the end of this very dark tunnel for us! Lets hope!