Organized Chaos

Yes...organized chaos is exactly it! That's how I feel. My brain will not shut off...I'm screaming under my breath. Over analyzing everything in my mind. I just want to shove these things back right now. You a clouding my mind and my judgement...I love every moment with you but you are giving mixed signals and ideas. I cannot read you, which is why I'm confused and conflicted with what I need to do.

Stop this madness...please!

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