I Hate Feeling

I just wish I could be a normal person! Someone that could control their feelings normally. Uhhhggg! I have been feeling really down lately and I just cant understand why?! It really is frustrating! Even today the person I thought could bring me out of this funk, couldnt. We laughed and had fun but the minute I left I was right back in my lonely sad place by myself.

Four years... it really wears on you. Everyone thinks by now you have moved on or gotten over it but I haven't. How could I ever....

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