Sadness
Today I feel sad. I'm not sure exactly what is making me sad but I feel the sadness deep within. It the first day of February already. Seamus' birthday and hero-versary as I'm calling was different this year. The first year there was such and out pouring of love for us and him. This time not nearly as much. It feels like so many have forgotten him. It makes me so angry. Just because they can't see him they have forgotten him. I have decided that I will not let they forget again because I am going to do same things in memory of Seamus to make everyone remember that Mike and I have a son too even though he isn't here with us.