Counseling

So today I went to my first new counselor appointment. It went well...they always tell me I have things so together, yet I feel as though I am falling apart.

There are so many days the person inside me is screaming for help but, of course no one call hear me screaming. They just look at me blankly as they pass by.

I told my counselor Deanna about my idea to get a camera. I think I will get one this weekend. It's time to stop letting my dreams die but instead embrace them. Maybe I can create some beautiful memories that will help me heal.

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